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Name: Antonio
Interests: Listening to God...letting him take control. Putting Him above all things and nothing else. His love beyond anything i could imagine i thank Him so much for giving me His love and mercy. -Amen
Music is another big thing. Love it and its one of the things i cant live w/o anything that has a complex structure to it i like: Classical, Trance, Techno, House, and of course cant leave out Disco baby!^_^. Bookz...love reading now. Bible...ummm and yea anything interesting...like Breakthroughs in Immunology, Journey, The Sinner, PDL!, and yea so much more. Love spinning right now. hehehe just being able to conrtol the flow of your own creation in this little "journey" you take through trance is unbelievable. Love it. Its like a breaking point...or to me like driving. But for my fellow trance junkies you know wah im talking about^_^. cars are funn but eh cant really drive "Leagally" right now so yea. ummmm geez cant forget God. Always giving Him praise. Smiling everyday because of the things
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  xMr Lpz
Member Since:
2/9/2005
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| it has been awhile now hasnt it? time sure does fly. people sure do change. i know i have. and i can start to see it now. God has given me so much, and I in return have given Him nothing. My life has been way too complicated for words on a computer or even for the mind to describe. but i see it now so much more clearly as a mere block in my life. something to remember and learn from. not something to cry and whine about. considering that im amazed at myself knowing i havnt lost it yet. But the beauty of it is... that this insanity... this pure eutopian moment... leaves me thanking God more and more everyday. I know ive done the hard work as well to be able to pat myself on the back and say good job. but then.. who knows what may come of our deeds. Only God knows. but the choice is ours always. a freedom given graciously by God to those who might be standing at a fork in the road and look up into the starlight heaven and ask ourselves "what now..." I have yet to consider giving up on myself. My mind wont let me. This jumble and such probably doesnt make sense to a lot of people but thats fine. its okay... everything will be fine... all you have to do is have faith in yourself, and know you'll have that guidence standing behind you always. Thanks God. | | |
| So im up late at night reading and writing when i read something again that really sunk into me. the Bible is soo good.
"So I Made up my mind that I would not make another painful visit to you. For if I grieve you, who is left to make me glad but you whom I have grieved? I wrote as I did so that when I came I should not be distressed by those who ought to make me rejoice. I had confidence in all of you, that you would share my joy. For i wrote you out of anguish of heart and with many tears, not to grieve you but to let you know the depth of my love for you."
1 Corinthians 2:1-4
When i read this section in 1corinth i really thought it was something heart giving from Paul who was writing a letter the the city of Corinth at the time. Here i think it shows his love for the city that had fallen away from God and how he was expressing his love for such a place. In the early part of ch 1 Paul described how God with always with us in our grief and always their with us in our joy. Because of our connection with God, His Son, and the Holy Spirit i think this shows the real true connection between a follower in Christ. It was somethign that kind of hit me as like 'wow God really is there for us, even in times of distress when the world might not be going right, as long as our minds are on God and knowing that only through Him all things are right, He lead us through the dark times. Praise God for His overflowing love.
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| Mind needs to be focused right now. Need to gather my thoughts for these last few weeks that i have lfet in school. Pray to God that He will guide me slowly but surely to where iknow i want to be. My input i know through this year has been lacking but i cant give up. I told myself that i never would. I must be strong in many different ways. I must succeed through my trials and tribulations. I know what lies ahead of me. Tough times for me buh i mean hey Jesus did it when he went through all His trials and through all the beat downs He got, and i mean He even still stood up for what he believed in. Same with Paul, David, Samuel,etc. I must not lose hope. i must bring myself to a point where i know i want to be and even then rise above that. For this i know i need Gods aid and help. Only through Him will things be right. Only through Him will we be able to cross over from the darkness into light...thankz God. For everything. | | |
| Another year gone by...so much happened...oh wellz i know it'll make me stronger and wiser to make the choices i make later on in the future. Another year wiser...another year older.... | | |
| "..But join with me for the suffering for the gospel, by the power of God who has saved us and called us to a holy life not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, but it has now been revealed through the appearing or our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought back life and immortality to light through the gospel."
2 Timothy 1:8-10
I thank God once again for the blessed day he has given me and countinue to remind myself that it was because of Christ Jesus that i am able to live and breathe this beautiful life. He deserves all the glory for giving his life for ours. So that Christ could overcome death and live oncem ore within ourselves. To be brought in from darkness to light.We should all be thankful. | | |
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